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EuphoriaZ · Posted: Tue May 02, 2006 9:22 pm Post subject: EuphoriaZ

Hello fellow kinksters!

I found Kinky Sex Radio yesterday, and am now on episode 18. Listened to it today as I ventured out to get another buttplug. Its always nice to know that the people around you on the bus have no clue what you are listening to.

As for my interests, I suppose I'm still figuring out the limits of my kink, and have yet to find what I don't like. It is a problem that I can't find anyone to play with. I'm naturally very submissive. My biggest interests, I would say, include anal play, spanking, humiliation, public sex, and pleasing the dominant.

I now have three piercings (a helix and two genital) and I just got my first tattoo two weeks ago. I only have four tattoos left that i want, and 18 more piercings. I'm also looking into a scarification.

As for who I am, its complicated. Due to certain mental issues, I'm at war with myself, in a way. For most things, i'm a twenty year old lesbian who is bi-curious. I'm currently a college student and working my way toward being a clinical psych researcher, trying to study either fetish or abnormal psychology.

I'm a very friendly person, so feel free to talk to me! Just message me on any IM program you want to, or feel free to e-mail me. I can't wait to meet you all, hear what you have to see, and share my opinions.
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~Rebekkah

OneBoundPirate · Joined: 19 Apr 2006 Posts: 12 Location: Chico, California

Hi! I'm kind of in much of the same boat so far as not finding anyone to play with. I've met many online, but I'm not comfortable with that.
If you don't mind me asking though, I'd like to know about your genital piercings. I'm considering getting my hood done, but I think I have to build up to it (My nipples took a whole day to actually commit to). So, to calm myself, I'm asking other people about theirs. If you would rather not share, I understand. Thanks, Kristin
Happy postings!
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EuphoriaZ · Posted: Wed May 03, 2006 1:05 am Post subject:

Well, to talk about my genital piercings, i would have to talk about a much more private and scary thing about myself. Well, fuck it, I guess, you guys shouls be fairly open and understanding.

I have Disassociative Identity Disorder (Multiple personalities). I myself am a punky and silly little girl, but unfortunately, my body doesn't seem to agree with me. I suppose I am in a way a figment of my own imagination. I'm one of two personalities, and obviosly not the original. I also have very little power, when it comes to expressing myself. The less direct the contact, the easier it is for me. Online, I can pretty much be myself, but it gets harder. Over the phone, it becomes very hard to maintain my composure, and takes concentrated will. In person, i'm lucky if trying to, i can get a sentence or two in, usually. If i know people know who I am, it becomes easier, but still hard.

Anyways, I'm kind of drifting from what I was saying. Basically I'm trying to become more myself. I would very much like to envision myself as who i see myself being. Someday, who knows, I may be able to be myself completely and look like how I envision myself.

As for the genital piercings, Kristin, I have two frenum piercings. they are , in my opinion, the most simple genital piercings for the male genetalia, since they just go through skin. I have one at 8g, and one at 10g. both were pierced at that gauge, and it really wasn't a painful thing at all.

As for you getting your clit hood pierced, I know a fair bit about piercing in general, and have been with two girls who had pierced genitals (triangles). Your clit hood is just very sensitive skin, so it should be fairly easy to handle. I've been told by friends that it can significantly increase sensation. One girl i am friends with has a vertical clit hood, and for the first few months, would have orgasms from particularly bumpy car rides. I don't know how common that is, but it is a possibility.

My advice is to go for it! Nipples are much more of a pain to get pierced than your clit hood! (yes, nipples are on my list to do)

Anyways, i'm posting this in good faith that i wont be looked down upon in anyways. Please see me for who I am. I don't mean ignore what I am, but accept it, or at least try to understand.
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~Rebekkah

OneBoundPirate · Joined: 19 Apr 2006 Posts: 12 Location: Chico, California

Hey, no worries, its actually pretty cool that you can be that open about it, and thanks for the response. I might be wrong, but I would say you're probably pretty safe here. If nothing else, we're all sorts of spread out.
And I've heard the hood can be incredible fun. It's more of a calming effect to hear from other people at this point, it's going to happen either way. I did the same thing with my nipples, talked to everyone I knew who had them done to boost my courage to do it. Maybe this week sometime...wish me luck!
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EuphoriaZ · Posted: Wed May 03, 2006 2:08 am Post subject:

Thank you for your understanding. I have found that it is better to be honest and upfront than found out later. It also allows me to talk about anything, with no secrets, so I can be of as much help as possible. Please, if you, or anyone else reading this, has any questions, don' hesitate to ask me. I'm trying to be very open about myself.
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Careful, I bite!
~Rebekkah